Anxious Annie

Im not sure what is wrong with me. I feel so anxious and even a bit depressed. I stopped taking my Ci.lift a few weeks ago and thought that is was so easy to stop, I didnt feel any different but now I have such alot of anxiety.

Work at the moment is boring me and that is not a good sign because when I get bored, I serach the net and when I search the net I find pregnancy sites and blogs and that means a good dose of depression. Im wondering if maybe this is what is causing the anxiety.

We have a plan going forward and Im looking forward to it but you know how it goes as you start a new cycle, there is always a bit of anticipation, hopefulness and terror. It could be from this aswell.

Im just not doing too well today and I hate feeling this way.

Emotions running high

As the day draws near to start our DE IVF cycle I find myself becoming more and more anxious. Today I am quite teary. I just want a sign that we are doing the right thing. Tomorrow I scan to check that the corpus luteum cyst has gone and then get my Lucrin depot. It seems so real now. Breathe in – breathe out – breathe in – breathe out…..

For those visiting from ICLW – Welcome! I also draw your attention to the Live Blastocyst Library link on the right hand side. If there are any successful IVF mommies visiting, it would be great if you could send in your blast pics.